The Words I Liked to Say

It was in my mind,

but now I don’t remember.

Wish I had written it somewhere.

But where and how

as for some normal words to be.

Was so difficult to spell.

Was so  long to understand.

But is it that the

meaning of it has changed,

that the words have gone from my mind.

Yes the meaning has changed.

The beauty has gone.

Its existence is

merely a memory now.

Nothing in its weight.

I should have said it

to someone I loved.

Now even if I say

what it means, nothing.

The words I liked to say.

The Path I should Take

I think actually I forgot,

from where did I start.

For a man lived so long,

the path was harder

and so was my journey.

My heart has adapted

to the changes that has came,

and has felt the time

that will never come.

Today my heart is strong.

I have felt the  pain,

I have felt the joy,

pain of suffering and

the tears of happiness.

and has left many on the way.

Remembering when I  left the shoes,

my feet were so nascent.

Each steps has helped it

now its strong to take,

any of the difficult path.

The colorful world,

made out in my paper book,

On that paper from the book

life was simple and beautiful.

But not that similar to these times.

What I saw was waiting for me,

but to that horrible path,

I am still afraid to leave my shoes.

I know if I leave,

I will never be able to find it.

The path I should take,

it is waiting for me.